random babbling, because i am TIRED.

song of the day: forever and ever- pooh bear. <3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zS5TYzSPpII
listen. it's SO CUTE. ((:
okay, so, road trip news. we ended up in highlands, nc. it was so beautiful up there- the mountains, and the rain... almost ethereal. which almost made up for the fact that we did nothing other than price check the whole place for when he comes back to it later this month with his girlfriend. i mean, in a way, i feel like i'm being selfish. he's obviously really into this girl and wants it to work out. but she gets to see him like every day, and i don't. we certainly only go on trips like this maybe once a year. and i don't know. i just feel like that was the whole point of the trip, and i didn't know it until we got in the car and started driving. like, i just kind of tagged along as he looked at hotels and restaurants and took a bunch of pictures. i mean, it wasn't a bad trip, and i'm glad i got to see everything. but it didn't feel like his purpose was to spend time with me. and that wasn't even the worst part. but that's something i don't want to post on the internet, so ask away if the curiosity eats at you. god, i feel like i'm whining. but i don't know, it just kind of bummed me out, and i wanted to talk about it. x button's in the top right hand corner. in other news: mr.popper's penguins was ADORABLE. i mean, not the best movie i've EVER seen, but still pretty darn cute. <3 & we FINALLY got new carpet in the house, after a month of having our stuff in boxes. it's so pretty. (: so a majority of today was spent unpacking, and dusting. oh my god, dusting. bluck. never want to see dust, ever again. and i'm not even all the way done, hahaha. oh my, i'll be glad when it's all done. rearranging everything is nice, but tiring.
okay, so, preview of the new song i'm working on. here's the chorus:
So I lie here smelling like smoke and sunsets
I never feel more wonderful than when I’m sitting next to you
Melodies floating on the summer air
It’s enough of a lie to make me want to forget the truth.
We can’t make it when we always seem to break it.
But tonight’s enough to make me want to fake it.